Time Flies

How Time flies when you think you have only blinked your eyes. I cant believe it has been this long since I posted any thing. Lazy me. But I am back. I want to post. I have so many thoughts.... I need to put them somewhere. I have filled up my journal and truly am not ready to buy a new one. I have pictures and cards and thoughts all over it , in it on the out side of it. My friend Jane made it for me, from a photo I took. I havent picked up my camera in so long. It is time to start living again.

My daughter is going to the coast Guard. March 8. This will be the first time in my life I dont have children living with me. The first time since I married my husband we will be alone. This is a new road. This is going to be an adventure.

Some things feel like my world is unraveling. Others feel like it is all up in the air. No kids at home... maybe without a job... Alone with a man I adore.... redefining who I am... where I want to go. What I want to do with my life....

Look out world , my adventure is starting and I am so ready for it... haha. I am eady for it to settle down. To calm down and to let me learn to live on my terms. But it never goes softly... it is like the thunderstorm of the century and I am in the middle. If I stand perfectly still will it just surround me and leave me be ? No. And only a fool would think that... but... like I said a fool. I am going to grab life with both hands and begin each day Thanking God I am alive. I am going to hold onto what I want and make it mine. I now have to figure out what that is.

It;s time to grow up. It's time to become the person I was meant to become. So stay tuned... I will be talking more and more. And hopefully they wont be so scattered.