2010

Shall we start this all over again ? Yes I think we shall. I have made 15 baby quilts since May-2009. I am learning to quilt on a long arm machine.
I am not sure if I will have a job by June. And this is beginning to weigh on me heavily. But this is January. My month of despair. I am always depressed in the month of January. But I refuse to be this year. I am going to meet it square on and I will come out victirious. I need to be the victor in this battle. I have reason to live. I want to live.
I am going to start working out more often. I plan to sew more and quilt more. I want to start my own long arm quilting business. I have to have a way to make money in the following year. Do what you like and the money will come. I need to make .... what did Jane call it ? Where you put pictures of your dreams on a board and ask the universe for them. The only limitations we have are the ones we put on our sleeves. When I was a child, if I wanted something, I figured out how to get it. Why is it when we become adults, we forget to work on what we really want. Well my first goal is to learn to use the quilting machine. I figure about 80 hours of machine time will start me in the right direction.
I plan to get my camera out more often I have to stop I have a cat who just crawled up into my lap. Life is good.