Today is the first day of the New Year that I feel a renewed connection with myself. Christmas was wonderful. And then the let down of January came. And then I got a cold. Of Course. My emotions let me have a cold so I could be down and not feel guilty.
But today I feel I have the strength to conquor the world. I will not share why, but it was a reconnection. And my DH is smiling and so am I. Life is good.
I am ready to move forward in my life. I am ready to go into uncharted territories. I have fabric and I am ready. Today is a good day. The only thing I have to do is make sure I do not ask enough of the universe.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
Today is January 8. I have surrived another year of my moms passing which was January 7, 27 years ago. And the week was rough. But I think what was more rough was that I am not happy with my self. Although I have started sewing more, I need a second income. And thru the help of my friend, today. I finally got excited about it. I need to get in gear. And I could feel my self pulling back, but that is not what I need to do. I need to jump out in front. I need to push thru and explode.
Thank Goodness one of us is a marketing guru. And she is my inspiration. So stay tuned guys. I am making this my number 1 goal for 2010. To promote myself. I love my quilting. I love the taking of two pieces of fabric and making something productive. So here I go.
I will challenege myself this year. I will promote myself. And I will be successful with help. lol.
Goal # 2 I will start working out more.
So here we go...
Thank Goodness one of us is a marketing guru. And she is my inspiration. So stay tuned guys. I am making this my number 1 goal for 2010. To promote myself. I love my quilting. I love the taking of two pieces of fabric and making something productive. So here I go.
I will challenege myself this year. I will promote myself. And I will be successful with help. lol.
Goal # 2 I will start working out more.
So here we go...
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2010
Shall we start this all over again ? Yes I think we shall. I have made 15 baby quilts since May-2009. I am learning to quilt on a long arm machine.
I am not sure if I will have a job by June. And this is beginning to weigh on me heavily. But this is January. My month of despair. I am always depressed in the month of January. But I refuse to be this year. I am going to meet it square on and I will come out victirious. I need to be the victor in this battle. I have reason to live. I want to live.
I am going to start working out more often. I plan to sew more and quilt more. I want to start my own long arm quilting business. I have to have a way to make money in the following year. Do what you like and the money will come. I need to make .... what did Jane call it ? Where you put pictures of your dreams on a board and ask the universe for them. The only limitations we have are the ones we put on our sleeves. When I was a child, if I wanted something, I figured out how to get it. Why is it when we become adults, we forget to work on what we really want. Well my first goal is to learn to use the quilting machine. I figure about 80 hours of machine time will start me in the right direction.
I plan to get my camera out more often I have to stop I have a cat who just crawled up into my lap. Life is good.
I am not sure if I will have a job by June. And this is beginning to weigh on me heavily. But this is January. My month of despair. I am always depressed in the month of January. But I refuse to be this year. I am going to meet it square on and I will come out victirious. I need to be the victor in this battle. I have reason to live. I want to live.
I am going to start working out more often. I plan to sew more and quilt more. I want to start my own long arm quilting business. I have to have a way to make money in the following year. Do what you like and the money will come. I need to make .... what did Jane call it ? Where you put pictures of your dreams on a board and ask the universe for them. The only limitations we have are the ones we put on our sleeves. When I was a child, if I wanted something, I figured out how to get it. Why is it when we become adults, we forget to work on what we really want. Well my first goal is to learn to use the quilting machine. I figure about 80 hours of machine time will start me in the right direction.
I plan to get my camera out more often I have to stop I have a cat who just crawled up into my lap. Life is good.
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